Divorce, although an option, is painful.

I understand why God doesn't intend to marry souls so they can divorce.

That one day, as divorce was inevitable, and going through my separation, God said "Say how you feel. Video it. Write it down." I remember that day very clear.  My daughter and I were staying with my sister temporarily two weeks after filing for divorce. I was in our room. I was hurting that night. But I heard God through the loud noise of the pain. He said "Video it. Write it out."

I didn't know what I was going to do with all of it. I just video'd every time my hurt was too much or every time I wanted to document through the process. Some days were worse than others.

I prayed to God how I would share my diary entries. Should I delete them? Should I share in a book? Should I make a movie?  But here they are, on this page hoping my transparency will help someone know I was there with you, I know your pain - but I also know victory on the other side.

Thanks for allowing me to share my story with you.


Click here for my divorce video journal entries starting in 2018.